As many off you, I feel lonely during a difficult time of waiting for results.
My history: 1992 first melanoma, 2008 second melanoma.
2009 spread to the lymph nodes (with spreading in surrounding fat tissue).
2009, Participated in a double-blind trial with 10 mg/kg ipi, however I was in the placebo group.
So basically, I am an untreated Stage IIIb patient without recurrences.
Had 3 moles removed since 2009. Two on my request, they were ok. One as the doctor saw it, this was atypical.
Last week another mole was removed. I’ll have the results next week. And I’m freaking out.
I do not want to scare my friends and family. Most new friends have no clue what it is.
One of my best friends is in the hospital with a burn out and she totally freaked out when she heard. I ended up comforting her.
But I am scared. The numbers are pretty much against me, right?
My last scan (in the trial) was in 2016, after that my doctors told me I’m too young for regular scans (46). If the cancer is back, I will request a scan.
Any advice from you on having scans? Shall I ask anyway? I know this beast can always come back, but as I’ve been clean so far, I don’t know if I should ask or not.
Also, if you have any advice on how to get through the next week?