Hi everyone! My husband goes in for his 2nd scans since his stage iv diagnosis in May. Luckily, nothing showed up on the scan the first time and we are certainly hoping for the same news in a few weeks. I’ve struggled with anxiety since his diagnosis, which came 8 months after our daughter was born and I dealt with postpartum anxiety and depression. I am on medication and see a therapist regularly but it doesn’t seem to be enough. I’ve been crying constantly with the fear of my husband dying and living without the love of my life. He is only 33 and we were supposed to have a long, healthy and happy life in front of us. I don’t know how to stop worrying about the worst case scenario and enjoy the moments. I try to think about how accidents happen everyday and nothing is promised. But it doesn’t help the fact that we are staring cancer in the eye, lurking over us like a dark cloud. I feel hopeless and don’t know how to keep going but I need to find a way to be strong for my husband and daughter. I’m crumbling inside. I could really use some encouragement from those of you who have been through this....thank you.